Thursday, April 18, 2013
Need to vent. Sick of people that make me sick. I know they have problems & I can't change them. I accept that, but until I don't get physically sick when being around them, how do I keep living? I keep looking for other opportunities & ways to avoid contact, but there's only so much I can do. Hourly reminders to myself that I have no control & to smile & nod are about the best I can do for now. Wishing things could change soon, but trying to be patient & not push the river is all I can do for now.